Why? Why is life so cruel to the kindest people?

I don't have the words to explain how shocked and broken me and many of my friends in the Gastroparesis support groups are feeling. 

I keep asking myself why, why does this keep on happening to these beautiful inspiring people? why them and not someone else who has done something bad why these poor innocent kind souls, why do they have to suffer and leave the world so prematurely? 

This life is so not fair and this illness is a silent killer, litterally hardly anyone knows about it but so so many beautiful people are loosing their precious lifes to it too often! It's so scary and heartbreaking. 

We live in fear because there is so much unknown and not enough research or help out there for us. 

I want to say what an amazing special woman Samantha was and I'm so glad I had the privilege to know her even though it was due to this illness. Samantha was always so caring, funny and helpful to everyone! She was a truly special person who suffered so much but stayed so strong. She is loved and remembered by many and my love goes out to her precious family and special friends. 

I will end this post by simply saying 'Live like it's your last day, love like no other and laugh,always'. Rosie x